In His Light

Have you ever sat in a room full of people and felt so lonely you could just cry?

I don't know if it is because you miss someone or another time. Or is it because you can talk and no one hears you?

There are times that missing my mother sweeps pure unadulterated loneliness through me. So over whelming that I feel as if it were yesterday.

Then there are times that my invisability makes me feel lonely.  You know when you say something and there is no response or you are in the middle of a sentence and someone else starts talking and it is like you voice could not be heard.  Or later someone says well you never told me that.

Personally I have gotten to the point where I don't talk much. Spend more time on the computer than I do with humans :P. It responds better.

Sometimes it is like talking with little kids that are playing a game.